Well, it has been quite awhile since I have posted any entries here on my blog. I have been quite busy, learning how to live for myself, how to separate myself from the crazy chaos that was my everyday life and working towards my goals.
I am feeling so refreshed, having just participated on one of our weekly YOU University group coaching calls! I love these calls, one cannot help but feel totally energized afterwards! I have been cut off so to speak from my support system through YOU U and all of the other methods we use to connect with one another. I switched providers for my internet, cable, & phone services, what a nightmare that was!!! I am so glad that it is over and I can now get back to work.
I will say, that my time away from the tech world has been quite an experience! It hasn't been all bad though, I had some quality "ME" time. I was able as a friend put it, to fall from the nest and fly on my own successfully!! I was able to be separated from my support system and connections with these valued friends and do just fine. I actually utilized the tools I learned and asserted myself on my own and did just fine - great in fact!!
My time to myself, was spent doing some much needed re-grouping. I did a lot of reflecting on where I am, where I am headed, and what I truly want for myself. I actually received total confirmation that I am indeed on the right path and I am starting to discover the real me. I am discovering the skills and abilities that I have which lay dormant all of these years.
It has been approximately one year, since I began my journey and I am such a dramatically different person now today than I was back then!! I am more myself, the person I have always been just lost along the way. I'm finding her everyday more and more, I'm loving her and it is/has been quite a journey thus far!!!! While it hasn't always been easy, I've had to face a lot of buried emotional baggage and resolve many unresolved issues; it has been life changing and I say that with every fiber of my being all bulls@*$ aside.
I have learned so much, grown by leaps & bounds, experienced healing on so many levels and shared my journey every step of the way, with such a wonderful support system of true friends and for that I am grateful!!!!
I still have work to do and life being the school that it is, our learning never stops. However, I am stronger now, I have so much more clarity than before and my determination has grown tremendously. It's like having a new set of eyes and seeing yourself and the world around you in a whole new light.
So there you have it, I am still here, I am still working to heal, grow, & change and it's working!!!! To say that I am grateful for Maia Berens coming into my life and for attending YOU University, well that would be an understatement!!!!
